Hot chocolate is keeping me company. Today isn’t a very good day. I want to just crawl up under a blanket and sleep the day away. I don’t want to go see my family today. At all. I don’t have the energy to deal with them, nor am I in the mood to deal with screaming kids and my obnoxiously loud uncle. I wish I could fake a sickness. Fake cramps. Fake something to get out of it. But it’s my cousin’s birthday. I guess I owe her that much - going to her party. I don’t know if I’m gonna be able to deal with them the whole night though. Hopefully it doesn’t last very long. But I’m normally forced to sleep over. I really fucking hope I don’t have to this time. Maybe I can play the “I’m too old for this shit” card. Probably not. Fuck.